This is a tale about longing for knowledge, and like all good tales, it has a lesson for us all. BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU WISH FOR – FOR YOU MIGHT JUST GET IT. It isn’t particularly relevant to my blog, but it is drawn from the collective Celtic psyche that we all seek to tap into, so perhaps has relevance on that level. For anyone who takes time to write, and takes delight in words and how they can, if chosen well, paint pictures in the mind; the following has few equals. Is it poetry or is it prose? Does it matter? If prose, it is among the most poetic prose ever penned.
William Sharp
was a Scottish writer. He was born in 1855 and died 1905. In the last 13 years
of his life, he also wrote under the pseudonym Fiona MacLeod.
The Lynne of Dreams
(by Fiona
MacLeod)
There was a man
- let us call him John O'Dreams, - who loved words as the many love the common
things of desire, and as the few love the beautiful things of the arts. He was
known to that world, at once so narrow and so wide, where the love of perfected
utterance in prose or verse is not only a joy but an ideal. What he wrote was
read with eagerness, for those who turned to his books knew that they might
find there not only his own thought, which was deep, and his own imagination,
which had a far-wandering wing, but a verbal music that was his own; a subtle
use of the underplay of word-life, the colour, meaning, romance, association,
suggestiveness, shadowy hints of word; the incommunicable charm.
He loved his
art, and he had much to say, and above all longed to capture into rhythm and
cadence the floating music that haunted him, and the wonder of life that was
his continual dream. But he had a fatal curiosity. Month by month this had
grown upon him. He desired to know the wellsprings: he desired the wellspring
of all literature. At first he sought closely into the art of the rarest
masters, now in verse, now in prose: the masters of the dim past, working in
the pale gold of antique Greek or the ivory of Catullus, or playing on silver
flutes like the obscure singers of the Anthology; or the masters of a later
time moulding molten brass like Dante and Milton, or achieving a supreme
alchemy like Shakespeare, or shaping agate and porphyry like Leopardi, or white
cornelian like Landor, or chrysoprase and green jade like Leconte de Lisle and
Walter Pater. But nowhere in these did he find the final secret he sought. No,
nor in any other; nor in any language inhabited by beauty- ... neither in the
limpid excellence of French, since Villon quickened it with a mocking sweetness
till Verlaine thrilled it with a sound like a lost air in still woods, so
subtle, so evanishing, so little of the world about us, so much of the
otherworld on whose leaning brows are mystery and shadow: nor in the sweet and
stately passage of the tongue of Florentine and Roman: nor in the deep,
troubled tongues of the north, from Weimar to Christiania: nor in the speech,
accompanied by clarions and chants, of the spellbound lands of Spain: nor in
the great language, like a mighty army marching with banners, of that England -
not the island-bud but the vast fruit of the tree - which began with Chaucer
under a blossom-clouded hawthorn in the May of sunlit youth, and that now is
continuously arising renewed or lying down to rest by the wandering fires of a
sunset forever flashing into sunrise.
Then he turned
to his own shaped and coloured utterance, and looked into that; and into his
own mind so far as he could see on this side of its pinnacles and sudden
shelving gulfs; and into his own soul so far as he could sink into those
depths, deepening to where no star of midnight travels. But neither in those
still depths, nor in that wide cold region of shade and shine, nor even in that
shaped thought and coloured utterance which was the child of his longing, could
he find the silver cord, the thin invisible line that only the soul knows, when
it leaves its mortality, as a fragrance leaves a rose at dusk.
Then a great
sadness fell upon him and he wrote no more.
For long he had been
in touch with the otherworld of which he has so often written: and now he
dwelled more and more in that company of the imagination and of remembrance.
Dark pathless
glens await the troubled thought of those who cross too often the dim
borderlands. To dwell overlong, there; to listen overlong, there; overlong to
speak with those, or to see those whose bright cold laughter is to us so sad
(we know not why) and whose tranquil songs are to us so passing sweet and wild;
overlong to stand by the open gate, at the wildwood or near the green mound or
by the grey wave, is to sow the moonseed of a fatal melancholy, wherein, when
it is grown and its poppy-heads stir in a drowsy wind, the mind that wanders
there calls upon oblivion as a lost child calling upon God.
But, in that
intercourse, that happens which cannot otherwise happen.
And so it was
that one day while he of whom I write lay dreaming by a pool, set by a river
that ran through a wood of wind and shadow, a stranger appeared by his side. He
knew from whom this woodfarer came, for his eyes were cold and glad and no
shadow fell on the bracken. Perhaps he knew - it may well be he knew - more
than this: for the cry of the plover was overhead, and the deceitful drumming
of the snipe was near, and these are two witnesses of him, Dalua, the Master of
Illusions, the Fool of Faery - the dark brother of Angus Og and of Airill Ail
na'n Og, beautiful lords of life and youth.
So when the
stranger spoke, and said he would lead to the Lynn of Dreams, and would reveal to
him there the souls of words in their immortal shape and colour, and how the
secret flow of a secret tide continually moves them into fugitive semblances of
mortal colour and mortal shape, the man dreaming by the waterside gladly rose,
and the two went together, under the shadow of old trees to the Lynne of
Dreams.
When come to
that place, where timeless rocks fretted with ancient lichen shelved to a dark
water, green as a leaf, the mortal and immortal stooped.
And there the
dreamer of whom I write saw his heart's desire bending like a hind of the hill
quenching her thirst. For there he saw the images of beautiful words, as he
knew them in their mortal shape and colour, clothe themselves in drifting
thought, and often become the thought whose raiment they seemed - or stand,
like the reeds in shadow, and let the drifting thought take them and wear them
as crowns, or diadems, or crested plumes.
And looking
deeper, he saw the souls of words, in their immortal shape and colour: that
would not come from the violet hollows where they moved in their undying dance
of joy - and to whom the white supplicating hands of yearning thoughts could
not reach.
He saw, too, the
secret flow of the secret tide that continually moved these children of joy
into semblances of mortal beauty, images known in happy hours or seen in
dreams, but often such as he had never known in either waking dream or sleeping
trance. These he saw ceaselessly woven and unwoven and rewoven. The clusters of
many Pleiades made a maze in that living darkness.
His soul cried
aloud for joy.
When, startled
by the cry of a plover in his ear, he looked, he saw that he was by the
riverside again. The stranger stood beside him.
'What have I
seen?' he stammered.
'I gave you a
cup to drink, and you drank. It is the cup of which Tristan drank when he loved
Yseult beyond the ache of mortal love: the Cup of Wisdom, that gives madness
and death before it gives knowledge and life.'
The man was
alone then, for the Master of Illusions had gone: Herdsman of thoughts and
dreams that wander upon the Hills of Time.
But, on the
morrow, that led many unchanging morrows, the dreamer of whom I have spoken
knew that the learning of the secret he had won was in truth the knowledge that
is immortal knowledge, and therefore cannot be uttered by mortal tongue or
shaped by mortal thought or coloured by mortal art.
He paid the eric
for that wisdom. It is the law.
When again he
strove to put beauty into the shimmering elusive veil of words, he knew with
bitter pain that he had lost even the artistry that had once been his. After
too deep wisdom he stumbled in the shallows of his own poor troubled knowledge.
For a time he
struggled, as a swimmer borne from the shore.
It was all gone:
the master-touch, the secret art, the craft. He became an obscure stammerer. At
last he was dumb. And then his heart broke, and he died.
But had not the Master of Illusions shown him his heart's desire, and made it his?

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